This picture reminds me of the matsmartat that you want/ed as yr boyf! hahaha. Happy birthday adlin! 18 mannz, you're actually 18. Welll, despite being older i wish that you remain exactly the way you are cos you're awesome exactly the way you are. Cute little thanggg, hahaha. I wouldn't know where to begin or end, so simply put, thanks for everything basically getting me through each and everyday. This is like some loveydovey thingg, so i shall end it saying i love you adlindinlin! :D Im glad we've been a third of each others' lives.

Hahaha for you i can believe that you're 18! Happy birthday dear friend! :) With you, i'm just damn glad that we were table partners in 3/4i cos if not i would never have known the lovely girl you are. I still rmbr my first impression of you was when you came into the toilet telling me that mrs chia called you a 'black beauty' & i was thinking to myself, 'mannnz, ego or what!' HAHAHA. Butbutbut, i've grown to know and love the you that you are and with you i feel so at ease i actually get to talk about anyth and everyth without holding back :) & you and i both know that it isn't something we can do with many people. Anw, you know what you want in life abby, so my bday wish for you is that you go all out and get it. :)

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I realise that when i do birthday shout-outs for people of the same age most of it goes along the lines of, 'homgzz i cant believe you're 18!'. Hahaha. Eighteen gawwshh.

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Wellll internet explorer is up and going again! :) So i spammed my weekends away watching grey's anatomy! Aaaaaaaah, i can't help it, it's like a drug. I lovelovelove it! But now that im done with S5, i dunno what to do till S6 comes out, mannz. K updates!

Last week was a lovely week come to think of it! Last sat was ics debate semis and we got through (++ my face appeared on teevee!) went to clarke quay with nurin to meet zarifah syimah & gang after that. Co night on monday night,

unit camp on tuesday, headed down to hq after that with nurin & roopi and sleptover with syimah xiaowei & shanisza. && met so manymany familiar faces :) Just like good old times but missed you zarifah! I think i spent my weds and thurs sleeping eating and watching teevee, and celebrated adlin's & my cousin's birthday on friday!

Best thing was a rush of ncc; virtually none in 3 months and vrooom in 2 days. The feeling was priceless, really. Along the lines of love. Meeting old loves, spending an entire day ncc style, and crashing good ole' 2nd home for no reason like we used to do. Yeah i admit that ncc is my escape route from reality, but i also don't mind admitting that i'm only human who needs a break every now and then. My sweeeeetest loveliest escape. :) No dickhead's gna take that away from me.

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Well, missed school today, mom's away till like next weds i think :/ I miss her already. But cleaning the house is fine cos i just dump whatver rubbish that's in the hall into my brother's room haha. I'm 17+ but my brother says i nag at him like im 37 haha, cant help it righttt! If not nth will get done.

Im kinda dreading school just this week. But its okay, im anticipating fri&sat! :)

I was reading my blog archives and i realise that i really went psycho studying for the Os haha. I wonder what this year's gna be like, but i know that i'm not gna rant here like i did then.

I dont like specific people reading my blog but i'm not gna close it cos of that.

Alrightyho, im gna go grab lunch and readdddd! :)

& OH OH OH! Reason to smile at school yo! HEEEEEEE :D :D :D

1)Thanks for not dangling me on a string anymore. Its a first for you and i, about time, but i think we're gna be just fine aren't we? :)